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May. 8th, 2006 @ 08:38 pm (no subject)
oh and aparantly you can so fuck. FUCK!!!
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May. 8th, 2006 @ 08:26 pm (no subject)
well you are right, it was me that read this next. as for adam in the airforce - good for him. I hope he gets some good training and i hope he doesn't end up in iraq, iran, afghanistan, egypt, turkey, or any of those other god forsaken lands. If adam goes then all i can do is pray everything is alright.

As for school. mother of god. my mind might fall off before school wraps up. don't even ask me how a mind falls off. it is fucking logic. don't mess with logic. logic will come over and bite your ass if you mess.

kevin bradley. that is a hot subject. the epitome of man may be comming back to baltimore. that is right. you have read this text correctly. you have seen it with your own ears. word on the street is that the k dawg himself is interviewing with a huntvalley based company, firaxis. Of course there is also an option for kevin to go to japan to work for a year with some company over there. we all know how much kevin loves japan and japanese women so it would be wrong for us to try and hold him back. but screw that reasoning... kevin don't go!!!

sean should man up and move into an apartment with me for next year in historic ellicot city. sean have you seen it. beautiful. it is f'ing amazing. i hate how live journal doesn't allow me to so fuck.

i can't wait for some pool party action this summer. i am looking at you sulz. you are the only person with a pool in Merica and we need to exploit that honor.

we should do another barbeque for memorial day this year, or veterans day... which ever one is at the end of may.

man action night needs to happen soon.

alright i think that is enough said for now. sulz i give the torch back to you.
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May. 5th, 2006 @ 09:30 am (no subject)
we are not dead. then why have we stopped posting? adam graduated from basic training in the airforce a week or so ago, so he rocks. whatever superpal reads this next, and it will probably be you phil, write a damn entry, cuz we're not dead.

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Apr. 27th, 2006 @ 11:23 pm (no subject)
i'm a straight up gangster. not the stupid rap kind, the real kind, like from the 20's. here's how it went down:

i dropped off a cd of stuff to get printed at Kinko's in Bel Air. their large format printer was broken, so they had to wait to get the part before they could print. low and behold, their work piled up. so today they get the part and i go in to pick up my prints. like a moron, i accidentally put one image twice, just named differently, and got a 2 prints of the same thing. so i said, i'm a dumbass, and pulled the guy aside. (keep in mind, these images need to be framed and turned in by tomorrow) so i pull him aside and i say buddy, is there any way i can get the correct image by tonite. he says, i'm sorry man, we're really backed up cuz of our machine being broken, there's not much i can do. so i said, listen, i've got the correct image on a cd in my pocket, if you can get it printed and in my hands tonite, there's a twenty dollar bill with your name on it. he says, i'm sorry i can't accept bribes. and i said, seriously man, i'm graduating in a week, my show's gotta be up tomorrow, can this happen. he thought about it and said, i'll call you tonite when its ready and he gives me a wink. so i winked back, handed him the cd, and walked out the door. 3 hours later, i get the call. i drive up to wawa, get a cup of freshly brewed coffee, take a 20 out of the ATM and make my way to the print shop. he shows me my print, i say it looks great, and like the smooth mother fucker i am, i cooly slid that 20 right across the counter and he pocketed it then and there. the point is, people, bribes work. my shit is framed and i'm on cloud 9.

that man is a gentleman and a scholar. thank you tom from kinkos, you are amazing.

like i said, gangster.
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Apr. 13th, 2006 @ 11:31 am (no subject)
Current Location: everywhere
Current Mood: amusedpelican
Current Music: trespasser's william

Yes, that's right, puppies. Three of them and a mama beagle were chillin out by a bridge near where I live. They were alone, they were scared. But I saw them as I drove down to Baltimore yesterday, so I stopped and called my mother, who saw them the night before. Within minutes, my parents and the animal rescue fellas were there picking them up and bringing them to a woman who does beagle rescue until they get a new home. So thats that. I saved 4 dogs and I am awesome.

the end.
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Mar. 12th, 2006 @ 09:25 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: naughtygray
Current Music: penis beats
i've been looking around on many journals as i do when i'm bored and i notice a huge amount of putting a line through stuff, like crossing words out, rather than just hitting backspace. what's up with that? why go through the extra effort to make that stupid line through things if you didn't mean to type it anyway and just hit delete? or maybe you want people to see the progression of your thoughts and feel like backspace is too easy popular LOGICAL

go to hell.
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Mar. 2nd, 2006 @ 01:01 am the hole in my pants
Current Music: crappy
Have you ever thought you weren't living life to its fullest even though you happen to be happy and are convinced you have no regrets? This plagues me.

Sieze the day. Live life to its fullest boys. Oh Robin.... might you be right?

So I have been thinking about spirituality a lot recently. I fear I am lacking in this department if I have any at all. Maybe it is time to start going to church again. Maybe it is time to get of my lazy ass and do some soul searching - find a religion or a set of beliefs and maybe a community to share them with - learn to meditate. I have heard the quakers are pretty cool. Maybe I will become a quaker.

So journal, journal that is alive, it has been a while and for that I am deeply sorry. That is a lie. I see some of my fellow super pals have been posting from time to time. This really was a good thing at a time when good things were needed. We had some good experiences live journal. We had some great experiences superpals. Some great poetry was written and some great stories were told.

My classes are kicking my ass and I am trying to get ready for grad school next semester. I still procrastinate my ass off. I still am not invested 100 percent. I still am nervous about what I am really suppose to be doing. That ability to cope with change is one of the greatest abilities when it comes to health and happiness. I shouldn't worry about this because change is all I have experienced for the last four years. I seem to make things great in a short period of time. Why worry? I don't know. I think worrying is what humans do? Worry. Judge. Seek patern. Walk on two legs... if you are still lucky enough to have this option.

Friends are a funny thing these days. I miss those romantic moments when nothing mattered but the fact that we were in the moment together. I miss the reliability. I miss the passion. Times are funny I suppose and hopefully this will prove to be the reason why relationships feel off to me right now. I desperatly hope. I don't want another family of friends. I really could never invest the same into another set of folks. Maybe that is something completely unique to me. Maybe but I have a hard time accepting that.

That is it for now journal of the live. We shall discuss once again.
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Feb. 1st, 2006 @ 10:38 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: chipperpeanut
Current Music: doves
BLACK looks awesome.
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Jan. 31st, 2006 @ 01:45 am (no subject)
Current Mood: sadcarnival
Current Music: him
is it better to have closure or to proceed with barely any direction?
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Dec. 21st, 2005 @ 12:05 am take fucking control and do it now, damn it!
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: burned
Today was really awful.

I got out of bed really early because I had terrible stomach cramps.

I feel unusual because my antidepressants are making me hairy.

I'm so angry. Paul is grounded. AGAIN! And I'm not allowed to see him. EVER. It's just NOT FAIR. I hate my mom and I wish she was dead. This wouldn't happen if I was allowed to live with dad.

Last night I had to go and pay Joshua's bail. He's such a jerk. He got arrested for punching the Walmart clerk in the face for refusing to sell him beer. He's only 16!

I want to tell the world that my girlfriend Amy is the bomb! She made pizza last night, and even though I burnt my lips on the cheese, it was awesome!!!

I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my cock.

I want to say thanks to simon and Abbey and Dave and the other Simon for helping me on Saturday. You guys are the best. By the way, if you happen to find my wallet, keys or underwear, could you SMS me? Adrian has my number.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have a goiter on my balls. And bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.

I'm too much man for any woman.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.
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